I set out to write about all the things I want to teach Camden. But I didn't like anything I had say. I guess I just want too much for him.
I want him to have the benefit of my mistakes so he doesn't make the same ones. I want him to be smarter than me. I want him to be happier and be able to enjoy life more than I did when I was kid. I want him to be confident and well-adjusted. Doesn't everyone though? No one really sets out to have their child be unsuccessful, but sometimes parents can get in the way.
I do not want to get in Camden's way with my crap. I'd hate for my short comings as a person to keep him from anything. I guess it's a big obstacle for any well-intentioned parent. I mean he's already such a fun-loving and happy baby. He's curious and adventurous. He catches on quick to things and can be very determined at times.
He deserves everything that I can possibly give him. I want to do what's best for him--not for me. And he deserves the chance to be himself without me getting in the way. So I'd consider it a victory as a parent if it turned out that way. I believe any parent would.
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